I finished an early morning appointment. with a client.
I don;t really know what it was, but it was 'something'.
that made start to feel anxiety about walking in to the store.
...I never know what I am walking into.,,,and that is my issue,
the fear of the unknown.
And that single thought in my head....can get me pretty worked up,
Oh, yes, it did.
By the time i got to the showroom, I was already getting clammy and dizzy.
And let's not leave out nausea accompanied by the feeling of being overwhelmed.
I couldn't stand the thought of working until 9 Pm tonight with PEOPLE!!!
When a new person walks in the door; " IT'S SHOWTIME "
OMG.....all the People i will have to attempt to connect with,,,,,,,eeeeeeewww
*it is often worse that watching or living through "FRIDAY THE 13th"
Some shoppers I believe may have had a supporting rolls in this film.
So I actually asked to go home because I wasn't ' feeling well.'
I could never have told that her I was having panic attack.
She doesn't 'get me' on a good day.
What are your thoughts on this subject?
xxx
*And I know, I know....
I have been working on the panic issue for years.
...but once in a while he pops up again
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